make a difference
one action can make a person’s day, just when I felt low I looked on tumblr to see a very nice message. kindness really is a healer. use it ! I plan on it and so should you ;)
that cool moment when all your friends are gorgeous with their boyfriends. And I’m just sitting here, looking like a potato with all my cats.
Alone
i feel so alone lately. sometimes its unbearable to deal with. its been a rough year and i feel unlikable. i feel like i am repulsive to guys or something. i dont think anyone has even shown intrest in me in 3 years maybe longer. I TRY and put myself out there but in reality everyone doesnt notice. most guys just go through me to get to my friends. its happen so many times i cant even count on one hand. i feel like im just pitting myself or whatever. its just hard to keep it bottled up. wanting to be loved and feel loved is something i have yet to feel. i try and be happy for my friends when they go on dates and get boyfriends but its tought not going to lie. Im going on 20 and i have yet to have a serious relationship. i havent had a relationship at all since i was 16. sometimes i think there is something wrong with me. maybe this summer is my time to change. i KNow were not supposed to change for guys but there is obviously something wrong with me now. well im done ranting.
